New Leaf - Old Forest

I'm out of touch with some of the details that previously would consume me with resentment for the abomination known as Man.

I'm broken and slowly finding the pieces of my new transformation and identity to weld back together. Poems whistle through spruce twigs and finally the old foliage has fallen away and perhaps a new spring will replenish the nutrients diminished in the desert. The caribou herd is lost.

The wolf is the sentinel of man. Be brave. Walk proud. Think for yourself and see with your own eyes. This is a natural state for humans except when the media war begins on their young minds and wins by triumphing over their nature in stages of abuse conspiring with the weak parents who are defeated by upward mobility and plantation owner mentaility.

I have hunted for my home like a lonely humpback whale whose flippers are marred by coral reefs. Self imposed exile from the world may be my path. A 19th century salt cod village happens to be my oasis. I'm shit out of luck, you say? No, because one still exists at Battle Harbour. The loathsome 20th century passed this place by but the Petermann Ice Island made a visit with many

Bergy Bit

Impossible to blog from Battle Harbor Island. Everyone needs to come here and sit around the fire at the bunk house and I'll explain my situation as ghosts of former fishermen hover around us. But I am basically extending my visa in Canada so I can hike Gros Morne in the fall where my blue eyed angel awaits with wolf dreams and fox colored hair.

Resident naturalist Oggy Bleacher spends his time splitting wood.

Battle Harbor, Labrador

Hired two local Innu guides who promised to get me to an arctic wolf but I became one in a long list of white adventures who were misled by nefarious natives. Read of the Hubbard/Wallace expedition in 1903. My tale is an updated version of that ill-fated trip. So, this led to serious peril and finally to my being conscripted to work at Battle Harbor historical site as promotional videographer in exchange for food and housing. Ah, Oggy has found his island paradise in the arctic Labrador Sea. Bergy bits and whales and sealing nets stretched long on the wharf. Walking in the footsteps of Peary and Macmillan and Bleacher.
Oggy becomes a cooper, sealing vats of flaked cod for shipment to Spain.

Vacuum Modulator

The search has been narrowed down to a vacuum valve on the back on my transmission known as a vacuum modulator. If might as well me called the Flux Capacitor for all I know about it. I will look into finding it around these parts and trading a red squirrel pelt for it but I'm not going to hold my breath. I had to go into the forest and find an old GMC truck abandoned to the elements to salvage some scrap vacuum hose in the hope that the hose was the problem but I think it is the modulator itself.

I am irked that I have a visa calling me back to the border destiny with my lovely border guard dream woman in New Brunswick. This time I will invite her to coffee. What is she gonna do? Throw me out again? Hahaha.

I am planning to spend time in Gros Morne and Cape Breton but that leaves no time to get there or delay my trip to interview an Innu woman who snowshoes from North west River to the Mealy Mountains to raise awareness for caribou and the plight of First Nation people. I'll be cutting it close to getting out on time at this rate if nothing else goes wrong.

I did hear a wolf today so maybe I'm getting closer. It was a bark bark then howwwwl echoing through the valley of the hippies as I picked up trash.

It is many many kilometers from here to Port Hope Simpson and any trace of copper of fiber optic communication lines so silence will be my only message to the wolf spirit to guide me on this trail of tribulation across the Mealy Mountains. I expect several days of travel.

Again, take a moment to honor the animal masters.

Animal Masters

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The Innu villagers make altars of animal bones, especially the bear, out of respect. I know of respect, but I don't think I actually know respect. Nope. It's like the difference between surfing the internet and being a computer programmer.
Americans are moving toward a mechanized society where the poor are enslaved by walmart pharaohs to sew underwear and paint GI Joe play figures..."in the name of progress".
The bear and the wolf are seen as obstacles, enemies. The Innu shaman called them Animal Masters and the respect was deep.
I was thinking about that frog at Muskrat Falls who knows nothing of the impending development of that river. It's habitat will not be submerged, rather it will dry up as the river is diverted. Is this justified? IS there a difference between killing a single frog and killing the frog's habitat? These are the questions I would ask the Innu elders if I could speak their language. The Labrador Interpretation Center in NWR is very nice with these recordings of Innu people explaining their heritage. There was a "Shaking Tent" where they would go to communicate with the animal spirits. An elder would beat a drum...and you could not beat the drum until you had dreamed about it three times. Imagine that...it's a form of destiny. You don't choose the drum...it chooses you through your dreams. And the shaking tent would tell the destiny of the caribou (did I mention the 1993 census of the George's Caribou Herd was 300K and this year it is 73K. The Mealy mountains once had summer snow patches where the mosquitoes would not go. With the warmer weather those patches are gone and the Caribou have nowhere to hide. Does the wolf get them?



A sign requested I not video or photograph the shaking hut on exhibit at the center. Out of respect. You have to go to North West River to see it. The elders believe animals have been disrespected to the point where the shaking hut is not useful anymore. They are sad as the caribou that was once plentiful is no more. The women eat twinkies and kids shop at quickiemart for slurpies. Dogs grow hungry and the fish do not swim. Their dreams are filled with neon and the time of the elemental man has passed with the digital man metamorphosing into the surrogate animal.
Take a moment to dream of the wolf. I have not dreamed of it and this is why I can't find it. The wolf finds you...you do not find the wolf. Like Labradorite...look for it and you will not find it. My path is uncertain as mechanized culture has cemented my dreams in the pizza and lithium-based world. What will enable me to break free?